Minggu, 13 September 2009

reality cuts too deep, my selene

Dressed in the whitest silver you'd smile at me
saat pertama kali aku bertemu denganmu, selene. kau tersenyum, walau aku tahu, itu bukan untukku.

Every night I wait for my sweet Selene
kau teralu mempesona, selene. 


But still...
Solitude's upon my skin
A Life that's bound by the chains of reality
Would you let me be your Endymion?
Selene, terkadang kenyataan begitu kejam. kau teralu jauh untuk kugapai. walau aku selalu berharap. 

As I wait for the time
My dream comes alive
Always out of sight
But never out of mind
Saat kurasa, aku akan menggapaimu, kenyataan menghempaskan ku jatuh.

And under waning moon
Still I long for you
Alone against the light
Solitude am I
Selene, aku berusaha melawan kenyataan, tapi aku tak sanggup. aku teralu lemah, dan teralu takut. 

In the end I'm enslaved by my dream
In the end there's no soul who'd bleed for me
Pada akhirnya, impianku hanyalah kosong. 


Hidden from daylight I'm sealed in my cave
Trapped in a dream that is slowly turning to nightmare,
Where I'm all alone
Aku lari dari kenyaataan, Selene. aku berusaha membuat hidupku sendiri. Tapi Selene, mengapa impianku akhirnya menyerangku? 

I cling to a hope that's beginning to fade
Trying to break the desolation I hate
Harapanku mulai pudar, Selene. Hampir menghilang, Selene. Aku tak berdaya, Selene.

In the break of new dawn
My hope is forlorn
We will never meet
Only Misery and me
Selene, mungkin hanya dalam mimpi, aku bisa menggapaimu. Kesedihan membelengguku, hingga aku tak bisa mencapaimu. 

This is my final call
My evenfall
Drowning into time
I become the night
Selene, aku tidak tahu lagi, apakah aku masih bisa berharap.

By the light of new day
I'll fade away
Reality cuts deep
Would you bleed with me
(My) Selene?
Aku akan menghilang, Selene. Bersama dengan seluruh impian dan harapanku yang sia-sia dan tak berarti. Kenyataan teralu kejam, menusuk, menggores hatiku yang lemah. Mungkin, kau bukan Selene milikku. 


2 kali, shizu disakiti. kali ini, benar2 sangat sakit. selene, mungkinkah ini ini yang terbaik? shizu pun tidak tahu. mungkin rasa ini akan dibawa selamanya, tanpa kau pun tahu. 

my selene

My Selene - Sonata Arctica



Nocturnal poetry,
Dressed in the whitest silver, you'd smile at me
Every night I wait for my sweet Selene


But, still...

Solitude's upon my skin
A life that's bound by the chains of reality
Would you let me be your Endymion?


I would bathe in your moonlight, and slumber in peace
Enchanted by your kiss in forever sleep

But until we unite
I live for that night
Wait for time
Two souls entwine

In the break of new dawn
My hope is forlorn
Shadows, they will fade
But I'm always in the shade
Without you...


Serene and silent sky
Rays of moon are dancing with the tide
A perfect sight, a world divine

And I...

The loneliest child alive
Always waiting, searching for my rhyme
I'm still alone in the dead of night


Silent I lie with smile on my face,
Appearance decieves and the silence betrays

As I wait for the time
My dream comes alive
Always out of sight
But never out of mind


And under waning moon
Still I long for you
Alone against the light
Solitude am I


In the end, I'm enslaved by my dream
In the end, there's no soul who'd bleed for me


Hidden from daylight, I'm sealed in my cave
Trapped in a dream that is slowly turning to a nightmare

Where I'm all alone
Venial is life when you're but a dream
The book is still open, the pages as empty as me...

I cling to a hope that's beginning to fade,
Trying to break the desolation I hate


In the break of new dawn
My hope is forlorn
We will never meet
Only misery and me

This is my final call
My evenfall
Drowning into time
I become the night

By the light of new day
I'll fade away
Reality cuts deep
Would you bleed with me

My Selene

Senin, 13 April 2009

Garden of Love

shizu uda lama ga ngeblog. Hehehe, sebetulnya seh ada ide, tp...yaaa....malessnya itu lho..heuheuehe. Setelah kemarin nemenin Amane (nginep di roomnya) dan 2 minggu yang lalu, si Yuki edan malah mabok setelah minum heineken 1 botol gede dan vodka 40 persen (yg kayaknya uda jadi 50 persen)Bener2 teler dia, sampe bobok dan bangun sekitar pukul 12 siang.

Heran deh, tiap kali nginep ama temen2, pasti heineken nda boleh ketinggalan. Shizu emang suka banged ama bir yang itu. Rasanya pas di mulut, ga pait, dan enak banged. Tapi, nda sampe mabok minumnya.

Seminggu yang lalu memang penuh liburan. Enak sih, libur, ga ada tugas. Pengennya libur sesuka hati..tp nda bisa lha..heuheuehe. Shizu juga uda lama nda bikin proyek neh. Males lagi alasan utamanya. Ya ampun, males melulu..huheuheue..

Oh ya, eniwei, shizu baru ketemu lagu yang menarik. Dari iramanya aja uda enak banged buat joged, dan ternyata pas dicari liriknya, wow...oke juga. Sebetulnya, judul lagunya yang paling menarik. Ehem. Garden of Love by Makai. Apa yang menariknya? Garden.

Dalam bahasa inggris, Hanazono berarti garden. Dalam bahasa Indonesia, garden adalah taman bunga. Hanazono adalah nama depan dari Shizumanya Strawberry Panic. Dalam manganya sutopani, bahkan disebut2 soal "garden". Secret Garden yang muncul di manga sutopani, yang akhirnya shizu jadikan judul blog. Lalu...ada lagu Garden of Love...wew.

Lirik dari lagu Garden of Love langsung membawa shizu pada endingnya sutopani dan gimana perjalanan cintanya shizuma dan nagisa. Mungkin ini hanya perasaan shizu doang, tp lagu ini menggambarkan gimana perasaan Nagisa yang 'berbunga2' kepada Shizuma. Menarik sekali, biarpun lagu ini nda nancep ke shizu *si pemilik blog ini*, tp lagu ini menarik sekali untuk disimak.

Garden of Love
by Makai


Every second
Every day and everywhere
I just find myself in love all over again
I look at you and you would stare right back at me
I can not stop this feeling

Would you hold me in your arms?
I promise the close supervision
Oh baby promise me
That you would never let me go
The two paint in this love story

In my garden of love
You are my blue sky
In my garden of love
You are my sunshine
In the garden of love
You are my rainbow
Oh and its just you and me and we live in the garden of love

In my garden of love
You are my shooting star
In my garden of love
You are my blue moon
In my garden of love
You are my flower
Oh and its just you and me and we live in the garden of love

Every minute every hour
Everyday
Realize that you can always make me smile
Ups and down were on this roller coaster ride
like the usual side

With your one sweet kiss
All appear to have kirei
Oh baby promise me that you would never let me go
The two paint in this love story

In my garden of love
You are my blue sky
In my garden of love
You are my sunshine
In the garden of love
You are my rainbow
Oh and its just you and me and we live in the garden of love